去上了两天的make up course.

感觉还不错，不过手有点酸 ==" (谁叫我平时那么懒惰)

是有学到东西的咯~ 受益良多 :)

过来过去，还是比较喜欢当宅女

跟家人或是朋友出去逛逛，才走那一下子，就狂打瞌睡

累到 ~~

最近的心灵过得还不错，

我这样的选择，或许是不错的？

我不知晓

可是只要一直过着像现在这样安然无恙的日子，

我就心存感激了咯

我本是与世间的一些人类在思想，举动就有少许的不同

所以，知晓者

顺其自然，便能善莫大焉咯 :)

much <3 from jovial

yea ~ i sick for about ....almost 2 weeks

feel no great at all !

i miss class .... and everything !
BUT ...

SOMETHING HAD SHOWN for very obvious!

i saw it ! and i mean it!

just like a sentence in chinese ....

"原来我所谓的朋友，也不过如此"

but ....

i also saw something that touched my heart badly <3

will off and go to KL very soon !!!

because i will have an audition in there ~~

so nervous ~~~!!!!

wish me good luck then :)

what a BORING day ~

spend my day by texting, on9-ing, shopping and reading ....

oh yea ! last but not least .... cleaning my room ...hehe

just now when i'm cleaning ..... i saw this >>

what a memories !

i miss my babe so much !

its such a long time i didn't "play-ing" IT.

i promise i will play u often ! i promise!

It is a chinese musical instrument ! called "chong ruan" !

when playing, the sounds like ....guitar ! totally the same !

It accompany for about ...erm .... 8 years ! OMG ~!

besides that , i read back my TWILIGHT SAGA NOVEL SERIES again ....

although i already being read for dunno how many times =="

and ~~~

feel so touch when i saw my collection >> TWILIGHT !

suddenly feel like ...."wa ~i have collected alot of twilight collection!"

love it ! <3

Happy Holidays to March'10 !!!!!!

yay ~ finally this day has finally arrived !

BUT ....

i feel bored too instead of excited !

WHY ?!

ANYWAY , let view my first edited photo by using photoshop :)

*the cakes series taken by me :)

but it still not a perfect editing ..... try to improve my skill during holidays !

final exam soon ~

but i m still can blogging around =="

i don't understand why my neck can suddenly pop out quite lots of pimple-s !

i went for skin specialist ...and then he said "is it u pressure recently ?"

i wonder why .... and he replied me " that was because of pressure + the toxins of body "

so lucky huh me !

wish that i could memorize more of the points !

need to concentrate more *because i still don't have the "heart" to be fully serious

yor~ i need to improve myself !

feel sucks when u saw everyone is kept improving themselve while we are still standing in starting point! LOL

went to squash training with bro just now,

because he will participate in squash ...dunno what championship =="

and very obvious .... my skill .... poorer !!!!

he improved alots !!! impress lo bro !!!

last but not least ....

DEAR SOMEONE " i will let u SATISFY of me SOMEDAY :) "

i promise ! and i will try to make it become real ! hai~ya~!

went to borders starbucks to do our "last minute" revision.

but .... we seems like webcam whore than make revision lo :)

as u can see, here the main actress >>

CHELSEA NG, ME AND JOEY (my cousin)

the first try :)

plus i wanna tell u something lo CHELSEA NG :"MISTAKE MADE PERFECT LO"

hmmm.... i wonder how to celebrate for mommy's birthday

gift ? *too common

surprise ? *she doesn't want too

her's birthday is coming soon !!!!

oh my ~~~

Love to cry recently.

i need a shoulder.

a tough girl need some cares too. Not only for the weaker.

this world is fulled of unfairness.

and even ourself, we might be unfair to someone also.

but,

at least i deserve a part of cares and Love too? *sigh

i use to be happy all the time.

BUT,

atmosphere changed me alot. *i admit it

But,

i'm still adhere to my principle.

yes, i having a bad weekend.

nothing much to talk about.

just a word to describe da situation "SUCKS".

sounds serious ? YES IT IS.

Live show -- SUCK

Situation -- SUCK

and even....

People-s -- SUCK

so my day became >> SUCK all da day-s !

i hate complicated problem! seriously i mean it *i believe u also agree with me

i hate my HATERS ! and i knew who are they.

a simple and a happy relationship had became very "worst"

why we must make a thing/case becoming a sensitive issue?

is that funny to make an argument between friends or conflict? or even hate a friend?

i feel stress and tired when facing my HATERS.

or ....

i'm totally hv no idea. don't know how to face them.

and....

i hate/dislike faker !

i so so so tired when i started to realize.... there are still alot of "things" that i dunno about.

and ....

the truth are starting to show out one by one.

i m so disappointed and heart broken when i saw and know the truth.

at last,

i wonder....

ARE THEY STILL WORTH FOR ME TO LOVE AND APPRECIATE THEM?

or ...

JUST LET IT BE, BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT WORTH IT?

yesh ! just now we went to 喜来登 restaurant celebrated our Papa's Day !

a whole big family celebrating together no matter in Mama's Day, Papa's day or even Grandma and Grandpa's birthday !

it's like our tradision ! nice ??

so ~ cousins and i brought our babe >> Dslr (canon 550D,550D and 600D)

took alots of photos !

and yet, Uncle soon also teaches us how to capture a "how" photo during in what situation.

yesh .... he is a profession in photography!

*here are the 3 owners for those Babe-s ! carmen > michelle > ME !

well .... we enjoyed much !

u can view more photos in my facebook page :)

we try to be nice to everyone,

but seems like not everyone accept the opportunity .

think positively was the one and only way to avoid me from KI SIAO.

yesh ~ i started to make it .... will continue-ing

now i started to curious about ....TRUE or FAKE ?

there are many kinds of fake or we called it as 2-faced people ? .... appears in my life

i didn't know which one is truly from heart while which one is just act-ing in infront of me.

Am i thinking too much or ...... that's usual actually ?

honestly to say, without those characters ..... i can't having a soooooo dramatic life.

what a dramatic life ~ what a dramatic life :)

hmmmm.... mind to share some ways to attract people for " LOOK AT U or REALIZE U'RE THERE ? "

i got some-s to share :)

Based on the previous experiences that i had ....

1. try to write something ridiculous

2. act cute/ act stupid / act innocent =="

3. show off non-stop

4. or ....even cry T.T

5. spread people secret or....

6. say people bad words behind

wonder-ing what am i talking about with my title ??

i .....

DISLIKE THIS WEEK .

DISLIKE THE "FEELING".

DISLIKE PEOPLES KEPT ASKING ME "WHAT HAPPEN WITH U ? U'RE NOTHING WOR"

i.....

WONDER WHAT SHES THINKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW .

WONDER WHY I TURNED TO THIS SITUATION.

WONDER "IS IT TRULY FROM HEART OR JUST TRYING TO REVENGE ME BECAUSE OF SOME REASONS ?"

i.....

TRY MY BEST TO LIVE HAPPIER

TRY TO COMMUNICATE WELL WITH FRIENDS

TRY TO BE PATIENT WITH ANYTHING

BUT

IT DOESN'T SEEM WORKS ! F !

LUCKILY I SAW THESE

"Live your life to the fullest! Turn regret into action. Break negative cycles of hurt and start helping yourself and others. "