went to borders starbucks to do our "last minute" revision.

but .... we seems like webcam whore than make revision lo :)

as u can see, here the main actress >>

CHELSEA NG, ME AND JOEY (my cousin)

the first try :)

plus i wanna tell u something lo CHELSEA NG :"MISTAKE MADE PERFECT LO"

hmmm.... i wonder how to celebrate for mommy's birthday

gift ? *too common

surprise ? *she doesn't want too

her's birthday is coming soon !!!!

oh my ~~~

Love to cry recently.

i need a shoulder.

a tough girl need some cares too. Not only for the weaker.

this world is fulled of unfairness.

and even ourself, we might be unfair to someone also.

but,

at least i deserve a part of cares and Love too? *sigh

i use to be happy all the time.

BUT,

atmosphere changed me alot. *i admit it

But,

i'm still adhere to my principle.

yes, i having a bad weekend.

nothing much to talk about.

just a word to describe da situation "SUCKS".

sounds serious ? YES IT IS.

Live show -- SUCK

Situation -- SUCK

and even....

People-s -- SUCK

so my day became >> SUCK all da day-s !

i hate complicated problem! seriously i mean it *i believe u also agree with me

i hate my HATERS ! and i knew who are they.

a simple and a happy relationship had became very "worst"

why we must make a thing/case becoming a sensitive issue?

is that funny to make an argument between friends or conflict? or even hate a friend?

i feel stress and tired when facing my HATERS.

or ....

i'm totally hv no idea. don't know how to face them.

and....

i hate/dislike faker !

i so so so tired when i started to realize.... there are still alot of "things" that i dunno about.

and ....

the truth are starting to show out one by one.

i m so disappointed and heart broken when i saw and know the truth.

at last,

i wonder....

ARE THEY STILL WORTH FOR ME TO LOVE AND APPRECIATE THEM?

or ...

JUST LET IT BE, BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT WORTH IT?

yesh ! just now we went to 喜来登 restaurant celebrated our Papa's Day !

a whole big family celebrating together no matter in Mama's Day, Papa's day or even Grandma and Grandpa's birthday !

it's like our tradision ! nice ??

so ~ cousins and i brought our babe >> Dslr (canon 550D,550D and 600D)

took alots of photos !

and yet, Uncle soon also teaches us how to capture a "how" photo during in what situation.

yesh .... he is a profession in photography!

*here are the 3 owners for those Babe-s ! carmen > michelle > ME !

well .... we enjoyed much !

u can view more photos in my facebook page :)

we try to be nice to everyone,

but seems like not everyone accept the opportunity .

think positively was the one and only way to avoid me from KI SIAO.

yesh ~ i started to make it .... will continue-ing

now i started to curious about ....TRUE or FAKE ?

there are many kinds of fake or we called it as 2-faced people ? .... appears in my life

i didn't know which one is truly from heart while which one is just act-ing in infront of me.

Am i thinking too much or ...... that's usual actually ?

honestly to say, without those characters ..... i can't having a soooooo dramatic life.

what a dramatic life ~ what a dramatic life :)

hmmmm.... mind to share some ways to attract people for " LOOK AT U or REALIZE U'RE THERE ? "

i got some-s to share :)

Based on the previous experiences that i had ....

1. try to write something ridiculous

2. act cute/ act stupid / act innocent =="

3. show off non-stop

4. or ....even cry T.T

5. spread people secret or....

6. say people bad words behind

wonder-ing what am i talking about with my title ??

i .....

DISLIKE THIS WEEK .

DISLIKE THE "FEELING".

DISLIKE PEOPLES KEPT ASKING ME "WHAT HAPPEN WITH U ? U'RE NOTHING WOR"

i.....

WONDER WHAT SHES THINKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW .

WONDER WHY I TURNED TO THIS SITUATION.

WONDER "IS IT TRULY FROM HEART OR JUST TRYING TO REVENGE ME BECAUSE OF SOME REASONS ?"

i.....

TRY MY BEST TO LIVE HAPPIER

TRY TO COMMUNICATE WELL WITH FRIENDS

TRY TO BE PATIENT WITH ANYTHING

BUT

IT DOESN'T SEEM WORKS ! F !

LUCKILY I SAW THESE

"Live your life to the fullest! Turn regret into action. Break negative cycles of hurt and start helping yourself and others. "

yay ~ that's me !!! a shock impression with a " dudu " mouth !

BLA ~ BLA ~ BLA ~

now i'm in waiting chinese new year mood and also EXAM !!! argh ~

i think i will not enjoy much during CNY ~~~

BUT ....

NOTHING ;D

After mixed it , try to boil it until 3-5 minutes ( don't forget to stir it during boil yea ;D )

oh yea ... after boiled it , pour the cream custard into cups or whatever u like to pour into .

AND YET ,

place/keep them in the refrigerator for 1 hour .

LASTLY ....

Hmmmmm ~~ Yum Yum Guys !!!! ^^"

Hey guys ~ saw that ???

it was my new hairstyle !! permed and coloured with it ;D

luckily my new look still acceptable , but some are not :(

they said " this hairstyle looks like auntie "

izit ?!

gonna chinese new year soon !!

feel excited and sounds great ! ( can meet my lovie-s )

so .... good night everyone ! love u ;D

sometimes i feel like ... my life is like kind of dramatic .....don't know why !

everyday , everyone ,every moment ..... we are having difference kind of life

my life are fulled of tiring recently ....

maybe is because of not enough sleep or ...else ?? i guess ~

my birthday is really really coming soon !!!!

so many things need to prepare !!!!!

and

SO NERVOUS !!! GONNA 18TH SOON !!! XD

after final exam , its the time to let me enjoy my holidays !

yea ~ i got shopping with my sista gang !!!

bought a lot of stuff !!!

and bought myself a new converse shoes.

besides that , watch korean dram alot ! watch until crazy ! =="

but ..... i felt like i cant just spend my holiday life with this !

so .....i 've decided to WORK ! haha

now i m working at KIDDY HOUSE NURSERY as a teacher .

my duty is to take care those kids and teach standard 1 to 6 bahasa malaysia .

sounds boring or fun ???

for me ..... it is quite tired but i enjoy this much !

I LOVE KIDS ! and so do they ??? XD

today gt quite alot kids said I LOVE U TEACHER to me !

so happy la wei !!!!

some of them r kissing me too !!!! so shy la ~~~ haha

but teacher love u too my dear ~~~ sayang !

my birthday is coming soon !!! so nervous and excited !!!!